Love & Hip Hop Hollywood | Nikki Mudarris Brother Omar Dies From Drug Overdose

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Love & Hip Hop Hollywood’s Nikki Murdarris shared with fans, that her brother Omar died from an overdose.

“Words can’t describe pain I feel. I lost the only brother I ever had at 28 years old yesterday. How. Why. I’ll never understand. He was such a Good person but the drugs took over his body and he left us. He had inner demons nobody could understand. I wish I could have said more done more helped more but he refused help and pushed us all away. I never thought I would see the day I say bye to my brother taking his last breath holding his hand and kissing him good bye. God knows his heart was made of gold and he didn’t mean any harm. Please Allah find the strength to help my family and I with this emptiness and pain. I feel so numb I can’t imagine moving on and life going on. I don’t know where life goes from here. Please God help me and give me strength to pick up the broken pieces in my heart. #RIPOMAR 3.23.87- 6.13.15 love you with all my heart I hope now you are not suffering and you are watching me like the angel I know you are. I wish I could give my last breath to bring you back. They say life isn’t guaranteed and never to take for granted but I never saw this day Saying good bye. I never experienced death and I don’t know how to handle this pain God help me please may you finally rest in peace no more pain no more suffering.”

Words can't describe pain I feel. I lost the only brother I ever had at 28 years old yesterday. How. Why. I'll never understand. He was such a Good person but the drugs took over his body and he left us. He had inner demons nobody could understand. I wish I could have said more done more helped more but he refused help and pushed us all away. I never thought I would see the day I say bye to my brother taking his last breath holding his hand and kissing him good bye. God knows his heart was made of gold and he didn't mean any harm. Please Allah find the strength to help my family and I with this emptiness and pain. I feel so numb I can't imagine moving on and life going on. I don't know where life goes from here. Please God help me and give me strength to pick up the broken pieces in my heart. #RIPOMAR 3.23.87- 6.13.15 love you with all my heart I hope now you are not suffering and you are watching me like the angel I know you are. I wish I could give my last breath to bring you back. They say life isn't guaranteed and never to take for granted but I never saw this day Saying good bye. I never experienced death and I don't know how to handle this pain God help me please may you finally rest in peace no more pain no more suffering.

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Nikki’s ex-boyfriend Jamal “Mally Mall” Rashid also shared his condolences.

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